I was having a low period. I call them "funks". It's when everything presses in and the world begins to look dark and gloomy. You've probably been there. It's the land of extremes, filled with NEVER, ALWAYS, EVERY and NONE.
My eyeballs were firmly fixed on my problems without a glance to spare for God. Not a good place to be.
Fortunately, I was still able to muster up the interest to read, and I picked up my copy of Marilyn Meredith's BEARS WITH US to delve into the lives of happier people embroiled in murder. Deputy Tempe Crabtree solves the crimes; her husband, Hutch, a minister, provides the moral support.
I wasn't even suspicious when Hutch spoke about preparing his sermon. I need to pray first to find out what message the Lord would like me to bring to the congregation. Why would I imagine that this fictional pastor's congregation would include me, the reader?
And then when Hutch got excited and said I know exactly what I'll be preaching about tomorrow. It's amazing how the Lord guides me to what he wants me to bring to the congregation I still didn't see it coming. But then I got to THE PAGE.
The line jumped out at me. Hutch's sermon was titled Letting God Handle Your Problems.
Remember when your brother-sister-best friend would rap on your forehead to get your attention? God rapped on mine with gentle, loving knuckles.
"Hello-o-o-o. Did you get My point? Do you want Me to repeat it?"
I must have, because I read the line again, and the gloomy mist lifted.
When we try to handle our own problems, to retain control, that's when we take a trip to downer-land. It's that human habit of trying to claim credit, of trying to lay out a strategy that doesn't include God.
He's so much bigger than us. He's omnipotent. He can do anything. It's pretty arrogant not to let Him guide us, like when your four-year-old insists on making breakfast and concocts an inedible mess. And we're just as proud of our results as that child, though they lead us farther from Him. It's not until we get food poisoning from the under-cooked eggs that we finally turn to Him and say, "Help!"
So, yes, Virginia, God does speak through mystery authors. He speaks through everything, if only we would listen.
Wow, that is so awesome, Jackie. Who knew that could happen? Thanks for writing about it, it makes me feel good that my words actually helped.
ReplyDeleteI bet it happens more often than we would think, but nobody talks about it. It's nice to have a reminder that it doesn't take a megaphone to get out God's message. :)
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